i could tell you that i’ve never desired you
but then i couldn’t say i’ve never lied to you
i do not dream that we’ll end up together
i just don’t like the sound of never
i’m happy for you believe me that’s true
i smiled when i first heard
it’s hard to explain the way i feel
but i know how i should act
like it’s the best thing
the best thing
i should say it’s the best thing
that has ever happened…
to you.
i’m not angry, i’m not depressed
i just see you in your white dress
and something, somewhere misses you
the one i got too close to
i’m jealous of love in any form
i don’t want you, but what you have
of course you tell me “someday”
and of course i don’t believe you