story of a liar

Posted on by under Girls, Sad

God the father reader of dreams
you alone know what i really need
did you plant in my heart a passion seed
all i want is her

and that probably is my proof
it’s a wish, selfishly
everybody loves this way
they get crushed, then they get ok

but i think somehow i’m special
like my heart can read your mind
i’m afraid if i give it to you
it will get left behind

of course the answer is easy
if it was never meant to be
then one day i’ll be able to see
what you have better planned for me

but that answer doesn’t satisfy
she is all that i desire
got please let this be real
not the story of a liar

say it again

Posted on by under Girls, Love



speak to me the words that make me smile
the day is long and i am not prepared
to face the trouble; home’s so many miles
gimme some help to get there

finger in flour, your love on my heart
you touch me and leave an obvious mark
but sunset red, the last words you said
light me in the dark

say it again
say it again

birds are chirping, the sky is so blue
i used to say this was so cliche
but old emotion is always new
as we discover each new day

still i worry still i fear
tell me it will be alright
when you whisper it in my ear
a blind man gets his sight

All The Boys Stare

Posted on by under Getting Over It, Girls

yes, you are pretty
all the boys stare
yes, you are bright
you are lighter than air

like a balloon
windswept you flew
but like a balloon
we see right through you

keep your sweet smile
pocket your charms
no man is reaching
with marry-me arms

without you

Posted on by under Getting Over It, Girls, Love, Sad

i can’t be your friend without wishing for your heart
i can’t hear you laugh without wanting to make you smile
i can’t speak your name without wanting to give you mine
i can’t bring you down without wishing i was driving you wild

i can’t hear your dreams without wanting to sing you to sleep
i can’t see your eyes without wanting to share the view
i can’t know you care without hoping for a chance
i can’t fall in love… without you

maybe that’s why it’s so hard to see you again
asking me if we could be friends
some wounds never mend

i can’t fall in love… without you

unguarded

Posted on by under Faith, Girls, God, Hope, Love

i stake my story on rumor of chance
if i am wrong i will fall and all break
for i know i’m ill equipped for romance
some guys don’t have what it takes

if every know that’s screamed in my ear
proves out to be the obvious plan
i’ll cradle the dream that i never did hear
i chose a lie and you chose another man

but david’s stone took goliath down
a bloody jawbone saved samson’s life
a baby boy wore heaven’s crown
so i hope you’ll be my wife

God is the God of what’s best for me
has He given me sight to see that it’s you?
or do i desire fruit from a tree
a dream best left untrue?

i write this like a man unguarded
drawn to danger, left to die
they say i’ll end up broken hearted
but for the sake of love i try

paper airplanes

Posted on by under friends, Struggles

i wrote a song, it starts off ‘i love you’
but i don’t know who to send it to
i’ve always traded my heart away
to anyone who promised to stay

but they never do, they leave me alone
with a blaring tv and a silent phone
i make excuses like paper airplanes
they don’t really work, they just drift away

does everyone face these these fears?
walk around hiding their tears?
is life really what we make it?
can i fake it?

they want to see smiles, and i should pretend
after all, the truth is a hurtful friend
if you make me laugh, you make me glad
but i can’t fix you when your sad

is there some place for those who still care
who feel the pain of others despair
for those who wait for love’s sweet glow
to find them, hold them let them know…

losing you

Posted on by under Getting Over It, Girls, Sad


i can hear in your voice a final goodbye
funny, i always thought i’d see it in your eyes
over the phone, in between states
i hear you hesitate

like a baby left outside your door
my heart is too fragile to ignore
i hear you sigh, and i know why
not every free bird flies

maybe we aren’t meant to be
but loving you is all i can do
and it’s worth the risk
it’s worth the risk
of losing you

you do not want to see me broken
so you leave harsh words unspoken
there is no phrase that would push me away
only the word you’re too nice to say

you tell me only time will take care
of the feeling i have finally shared
but you ask for something i cannot do
you want me over you

carry you

Posted on by under Faith, God, My Favorites

they say you’re on the way
they say you’re near
it’s your first day
of your first year

we’ve been waiting
to watch you grow
to see you testing out your fingers
and curl those tiny toes

we’ll feed you and clothe you
and send you to school
we’ll fix your scraped knees
and your bicycle too
until you can wallk
we’ll carry you

so start a new story
this is chapter one
just imagine the work
that God’s begun

how far will you travel
where will you stay?
follow God where He leads you
you’ll be ok

he’ll guide you, beside you
he’ll be your rescue
he’ll fix broken hearts
if you only ask him to
and when it’s just to hard to walk
he’ll carry you

corner booth

Posted on by under Getting Over It, Girls, Sad

 


so it comes to this between you and me
a corner booth and warm cup of coffee
i look at myself from your empty eyes
a tree that secretly wants to fly
i whisper goodbye to the fleeing birds
you quote these rumors i haven’t heard
turn to the window, i can’t see the stars
just lights flickering over parked cars
your voice is a ringing telephone
right now i wish to be left alone
all i remember is the night you and i
sat on the grass staring up at the sky
the moon peeked through a cloudy wall
the night you and i, we felt so small
we were two needles lost in a haystack
i gave you my heart, now you hand it back
you drop your spoon, it hits the cup
maybe you’re trying to make me look up
but my eyes are turned mournfully low
as i wait for you to go
you offer no reason, not even a lie
you cast no blame that i can deny
searching for words, you look at the ceiling
i wonder if love is only a feeling
what i’ve found will not easily die
you seem content with a tearful goodbye
if i see you again, do i walk the other way?
stand in the corner thinking of something to say?
i’m letting you choose where forever ends
why not let you tell me when we can be friends
now i nod and smile, and say i understand
just so you’ll let go of my hand
i won’t i speak of love anymore because
i’m not sure if it ever was
but watching you walk out to your car
i whisper “farewell” to my falling star

worn off

Posted on by under Getting Over It, Girls


well i can’t be honest with myself
i won’t admit what i know deep down
truth is locked and guarded behind
the hope that she’ll come around

st. valentine was tough on me
Christmas was the last time we touched
she shook my hand and she broke my heart
and i know now i cared too much

cause this should have worn off by now
i’m not supposed to always think of her
this should have worn off by now
i’m not supposed to always love her

the mirror mocks me cause it sees the truth
i missed my chance to lay it down
she was one of my reasons for being
the only reason i stayed in that town

new year’s gave me the courage to flee
nobody asked me not to go
i knew i would miss her
but i should have told her so

cause this should have worn off by now
i’m not supposed to always think of her
this should have worn off by now
i’m not supposed to always love her