my stuff

  • 911

    written while watching familes searching for the missing after September 11th

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  • goodnight, christy

    goodnight christy wherever you are out chasing falling stars may God keep you safe from harm all wrapped up in His arms goodnight, goodnight blue eyes blond hair and your skin so fair beautiful on your own but you are not alone

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  • writhing

    find my hope weak and writhing begging for a drink wounded in the battle ‘tween what i feel and what i think break it, kill it, leave it for dead it’s too far gone to fantasy i wish for against reality i hope for what will never be i’ve tried to heal and save it…

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  • thousand times

    whispers of reminders must convince me that you’re gone you’re there when i sleep but escape before the dawn i cling to the dreams as they are quick to fade your memories are shadows as i step out of the shade how much time will it take to heal and fix this way i’m forced…

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  • missed in me

    if i could look into your eyes maybe it would all be clear but if i saw through your disguise you still wouldn’t stay here you have to leave to chase your dreams i have to stay and watch mine go you can’t afford to give me hope i can’t let you know… i always…

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  • if you hurt me again

    i whispered goodbye when you went away between us there was nothing to say now you’re back with all your lessons learned to rebuild bridges burned your smile is gone, your laugh is weak it seems titanic has sprung a leak everyone that used to carry you through now they don’t believe you but i…

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  • cope with you

      i hope you’re happy no, really, i do i’ll try pretending that i don’t miss you they call me a fool and i can’t argue they say i’m hopeless i guess that’s true there are lessons i refuse to learn there are bridges i refuse to burn as long as there is hope i…

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  • bittersweet

      bittersweet is the day sunshine with a shadow this is time for a smile but we can’t stop for sorrow and i have no words to rise above the feelings, my love i dont know what to say so won’t you pray i’m not ok laughter covers the silence we find excuses to talk…

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  • over my shoulder

    you’re crying your tears now wounded from what i’ve done i swear it’s over it’s just begun i’m feeling real guilty i swear i’m not to blame see i’m different i am JUST THE SAME over my shoulder is no way to apologize over my shoulder is no way to apologize can you trust me…

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  • obligated

    we’ve reached the end of our conversation any more words would be wasted on you because if i say anything you won’t believe it’s true i’m tired of not being trusted don’t be afraid of me i’m asking you to run away from somewhere you have no reason to be anything i say you throw…

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