my stuff

waiting

every morning i’ve stood at this open door to watch the sun rise and reveal the empty day train my eyes at the start of the sky when i look for you who went away they say i’m foolish for waiting and hope’s a hard habit to break they say i don’t look for you…
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Jesus

Jesus, a name a rarely use this is that cliche beg for Your hand i read Your touch brings healing i don’t really understand if Your hands, then part of the body aren’t we all your flesh and bone? send someone to hold me i cannot mend if alone my days hold no assurance my…
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nicole

i don’t think you really know all the ways your live could go i know it’s not my place to say but don’t give yourself away nicole your laughter is addictive it’s a drug that only you can give guys are lined up to be your clown but we’ll only let you down what if…
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dallas

you died somewhere overe dallas the sky was so clear that day as we wept it hid itself behind a mournful gray so now we pick up the pieces will they help us understand? you were born to fly in death, never to land as the sun dips to kiss the west and the…
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lonely

sure you can beat me, you’re bigger and stronger sure you can find me, i hide – you wait longer and will quick bolts from ominous skies you can send me to pay for each one of my lies sure you can show yourself in this place in order i’d have to fall dead on…
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the hiss of a drowning fire

she finally found a reason to dig out her magazines every scrap that she has saved since she turned 14 now the last 10 years are narrowed to 10 days to put a check by the only plan she’s made all her friends are coming so i guess i won’t be there i still think…
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proof

i’m out for proof that you still care i’d settle for knowing that you’re there i wish you’d send a sign i don’t want to doubt you so i guess my faith is so weak i must beg you to speak all you offer me are words i’ve never really heard you if you’re everything…
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noah

i’m noah except it never did rain i wasted my time on the ark locked inside it everyday i only hope when the sky goes dark friends say i’m not helping anything by refrusing to move on but i lose more than a girl if i admit that i was wrong and hope does not…
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letters

you believed in happy endings all the movies say it’s true and once upon a time she’ll fall in love with you you never were the one she wanted you tried to be someone she’d need you wrote the perfect letters you realize now she’ll never read what will you write about now? there’s nothing…
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hate my life

i hate my life, i hope it never changes pause it here and we’ll call it even i don’t wanna watch another love leaving it’ll be better. someday i’ll look back and wonder why i was so afraid to leave the mess leave the mess i have made i’ve become complacent such a disappointment how…
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