my stuff

  • smart and smooth

    i can’t be smart and i can’t be smooth i can’t see me from your point of view i’m only me and i’m afraid i’m not the man God meant when He made all this skin and sadness and a heart i just can’t find i lost it to a girl i can’t get off…

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  • poetry fails

      your voice sways the curtains soft as a breeze so long since i’ve felt this i miss you poetry fails words grind against feelings i hide i love you and i don’t care as long as you as long as you don’t leave.

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  • ashamed

    if You gave me a voice that all the world could hear what would i choose to whisper in their ears? would i talk about You? i can’t even say i can’t even say i’d speak Your name i’m so ashamed and if they sentenced You to die i would not stand by Your side…

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  • intimacy

    intimacy the magic and the fury of being for you what you are for me i want to discover, till i can’t remember… what it was like to have to wonder your skin, fragile under sunlight my lips against the sensative spots the heat of closeness, we stare… i trace lines through your hair hands…

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  • can’t make me see

      i think of everything i’ve said to you all the promises i swore i’d make true i can’t put up much of a fight if i can’t make it through one lonely night i never used to doubt how much you care so why do i wonder if you play fair? it’s hard for…

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  • if i wasn’t so fat

    she would of loved me if i wasn’t so fat i doubt everything, but i’m sure of that she didn’t love me so neither do i i see myself through her distracted eyes everyone smiles but they never stay they would if i didn’t drive them away i’d love to wonder what kind words might…

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  • pennsylvania

    so you’re off to pennsylvania where the horse and buggies roll you’re off to chase a rainbow i hope you find a pot of gold in pennsylvania… don’t take no shit from anybody you know what you can do been there for everybody now do what’s best for you in pennsylvania but before you go…

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  • half a mind

    guy meets girl and doesn’t stand a chance i’ve sung this song, i’ve done this dance where i stumble on the edge of hope and fantasy and fall on reality eventually but you’re almost enough that i believe dreams come true and rabbits come from sleeves and if you don’t know how amazing you are…

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  • beggars and choosers

      if beggars can’t be choosers how can i let you go? i’ve never heard a yes but i’m so quick to tell you no for what? just a shadow i chase a fantasy i’ve seen on tv i’m starving but i’m passing on what you put in front of me i’m sorry maybe more…

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  • woke up

    you got drunk again last night there was no one there to stop you you danced for all the boys because they dared you to i’m ashamed that i was there but i was so afraid i convinced myself that they were your mistakes to make but i wonder where you woke up…

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